Abyss
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1. |
Introject
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2. |
Instant Results
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3. |
Falling in Circles
03:47
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flesh
fainting, flooded from within
muscular nausea
slight neon in the teeth
discarded in paralysis
the bones begin to glow
endorphins rising like a lurid sun
eyes sink into the dark
as other eyes open
losing all grip
and the floor disappears
and I plunge
as the world around me
levitates away
delirium
falling in circles evermore
shocked awake
as the world around me
levitates away
delirium
falling in circles evermore
down
I keep tumbling
fresh oblivion
lays its fires
born
into panic
crazed
by an impact
that never comes
mind slowly aging
as the world around me
levitates away
delirium
falling in circles evermore
who was I
I forget
since nothing ever lingers
I keep falling in circles
never to land
never to belong again
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4. |
World? What World?
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5. |
Metanoia Interlude
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6. |
Changeling
06:57
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this endless fall
past uprooted selves
whose debris appals
with insipidness
has shattered the dream of identity
exposing all attachment’s fickleness
what’s left is spiritual blasphemy
an awakening of ponderous wickedness
transient as a cloud
ephemeral as a memory
if this wreckage I see looking inwards
is supposed to be me,
then who’s doing the looking?
void and vengeance shall beget
a child from below
a changeling of clandestine soul
come to crush the illusion
that there’s anyone at the helm
mirror mirror
who is there
it is I
so I must be something
mirror mirror
who’s to say
that the I of tomorrow
is the I of today
not the soul steers the eye
not the eye hosts the soul
no! the vessel itself
is what creates the sense of self
void and vengeance shall beget
a child from below
a changeling of clandestine soul
comes usurping the holiest of hearts
and no-one shall know
the mine of hubris has collapsed
caved-in onto plains
haunted by screaming shadows
specked by the little fires of hypothermic wraiths
lost in the maelstrom of withering
fading shadows of belonging
ever yearning for purpose
slithering from mirage to mirage of self-prolonging
rise
come hither, oh vivibund
the tyrant has fallen
all ye indifferent to form
but desperate to be
come and feed
crawl from whatever hole
akasha had trapped you in
as spectres to rise
as mayflies to burn
come steal this life
everyone gets a turn
everyone gets a turn
the king is dead
he never lived
all this urgency
all this worry
to protect a shell
perpetually open for every random whiff
of sentience that floats
in the sewer of the mind
in the sewer of the mind
gods, what a mess
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mundus plenus monstrorum
parietes odium spirantes
tranquillus manendum
et continuandum
vanitas vanitatum,
et omnia vanitas
hic nil diu durabit
nether after deathless nether
abyss underneath fathomless abyss
count your blessings
as long as there still is
a “you” to get upset
I’ve been sinking for so long
that “up” is no more
than a crumbling memory
abyss
abyss underneath fathomless abyss
so devoid of soul
even fungus turns away
in loathing of what’s left
no photon has ever strayed
to where blackness itself
becomes a blinding light
time and mind
eaten alive
dissolve
reduced to a tumorous hole
I’ve been rotting for so long
that “I” has faded
to a mere threadbare nexus
of vacuous woe
a universe crushed below
a multitude of universes
past and future
mangled in the bottomless void
of an annihilated presence
death - a relic of happier times
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8. |
Cathexis Interlude
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9. |
Abdication
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10. |
Anathema
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Changeling Berlin, Germany
Fountainhead is the alter-ego of (fretless) guitar player / composer / producer Tom Geldschläger, lead-guitarist for Obscura´s "Akroasis" album, member of instrumental prog band "Pitts/Minnemann Project" and regarded as the "Steve Vai of the new millenium" (quote: Christian Münzner). Endorsed by Aristides, Loxx, GoodTone, Neural DSP, Steinberg, MONO, Deadweald Audio Engineering, Winspear and Engl. ... more
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